Things that I am good at

There are some things that I am good at and no one knows. Then there are things I am good at and people do know. Things like reading. Everyone who knows me, knows that I am good at reading. Being a friend people who know me, know that I am a great friend (or at least I think so), I am a wonderful wife and a fantastic mother.

No one know that I am very good at hiding my true feelings, no one knows that I can act like a happy person when inside I am really dieing. No one knows that I can be different people. I am like a chameleon really. Except instead of changing to suit my environment I change to suit what other people expect me to be and feel. Something else that not many people know about me is that I don't like attention. In fact I hate it. I don't like people to make a fuss over me or to do things for me. I like to do things for myself, partly because I hate feeling like people think badly of me and partly because I have to have things done a certain way. I know this bugs a lot of people and some people think that I should just stop it but I can't. I tell Emily all the time that there is no such thing as can't but in this case there is. So I guess now that I have typed that all out, the things that no one knows are now the things that everyone knows.